Resurrection, Reclamation, Revolutionary Love

Welcome home…

Body as temple

Mind as cosmos

Thoughts as stardust

Emotions on the breeze

Voice as symphony

Heart as seas

Feeling thresholds

Beliefs fly free

Untethered yet rooted  

Dancing devotion 

Feminine Divine

In-to-me-I-see

Liminal living 

Intentionality supreme

Disillusionment of systems

Down with the bloody red…scene

Internal autonomy

Come to the tree

Cessation of atrophy

RECLAMATION it be

To the breath

The tides 

The seasons 

and senses

To compassion

The elements

Radical self-trust

Integration 

Subversive resistance

Revolutionary love

Attention as currency

So below, as above

Discernment as agency

Spiritual practices as life

Living on and with purpose 

Dreaming a new world

Into

Sight

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Blood moon shedding

Magical magnificence

Messy mediocrity

Humble confidence 

Competent teachability

Integrous presence

Aligned preparation 

Rooted lightheartedness

Initiated passage

Attuned aliveness

Heart centered openness

Behavioral sovereignty

Above so below

Radical responsibility 

savage sacredness

revolutionary love, 

embodied divinity

Wild 

free

Queen

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The Great Awakening

It’s time…

Let’s turn

Scared into Sacred

Selfishness into Sovereignty

Control into Agency 

Judgement into Discernment 

Control into Radical Responsibility 

Constriction into Openness 

Rigidity into Faith

Stiffness into Stillness

Stagnation into Flow

Bracing into Trust

Coveting into Inspired Longing

Humanness into Divinity

Busy-ness into Intentional Action

Defensiveness into Knowing

Striving into Being

Influencing into Mentorship

Consumerism into Shared Abundance 

Independence into Interdependence 

Taking into Receiving

Forcing into Allowing

‘Liking’ into Kindness

Self-righteousness into Self-Reflection 

Masking into Authenticity 

Manipulation into Integrity

Withdrawal into Rest

Hypervigilence into Directed Focus

Dissociation into Embodied Presence 

Resentment into Acceptance 

Blame into Accountability 

Fear into Curiosity 

Self-Seeking into Service

Arrogance into Humility 

Boredom into Awe

Restriction into Expansion

Self-Centeredness into Collective Consciousness 

Power Over into United Empowerment 

Land Ownership into Earth Reverence

Legacy Burdens into Ancestral Healing

Hatred into Revolutionary Love

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Murder

Community, collaboration, a village in the sky,

Communication, creativity, an expressive cloud by and by

Wild wisdom, traversing worlds, bringer of omens, not mincing words

Standing sovereign, harbingers of mystery, transmuting magic, watchful birds

Aligned with purpose, united in focus, mischievous spirit, integrative soul

Provoking disillusionment, radical accountability, integrous interdependence, curiosity in tow

Attune our spirits, alchemize our fears, midwife compassion, settle our bones

Embodied murder, enlightened darkness, shrewd psychopomp, reveal portals unknown 

Trickster teachings, reflecting shadows, reframe adversity, shapeshift this whole

Revolutionize compassion, radicalize accountability, restore humanity, bring us wholly home

Ignite intuition, remembrance of one, awaken ancestral awareness, channeled wisdom, truth, love

harmonize healing, empower expansion, entrain frequencies, so below as above

Rebellious surrender, yielding to crow, united as a murder, hatred as foe

Emboldened voices, alighted egos, humbled humans in sacred flow 

Caw Caw, Caw, Caw

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Walk

Wind shifting

Thought anew

Breeze caressing

Leaves adieu

Culminating color

Ironic exuberance

Bearing witness

Beautiful tragedy

Waning Luna

Illumined shadow

Exposing eclipse

Deciduous crescendo

Nurture nature

Blossom bloom

Expansive expression

Mystery resume

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Today

Today I walked

It was grey

I ran

They flowed

I love you Marky, today and all days

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Today

Today I prayed and felt my spirit
Today I did yoga and felt my body
Today I walked and felt my tears
Today I ran and felt my breath
Today I exhaled and felt my loss
Today I looked and felt you… everywhere
I love you Marky… today and all days!

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Upon awakening…

Awakening before the sun with the taste of tears in my mouth, thoughts of frustration swirling through my mind and disappointment pricking my heart. How can I be here again, hurting, limited? I hobble and limp through my morning routine choking back more tears in stubborn defiance. Breathe. Pour the coffee. Make more coffee. Drink the coffee. Breathe…

I will engage in my morning routine…even if I have to stand, squirm, squat, kneel and swear! I will find peace…dammit! So I read…

and this is the message my eyes fell upon and my heart opened to…

What a reframe! Moving frustration and disappointment to gratitude, humility and hope…magical really.

So I will walk this day reflecting rather than condemning, honoring rather than resisting, flowing rather than grasping/clawing/demanding…releasing control and need to know to find grace, dissolving fear and anger to embrace hope and faith…going with the flow rather than treading water or fighting the natural current of things.

May my tears remove that which no longer serves and cleanse me of any toxic thoughts, emotions, memories, beliefs, conditions

emptying me so I may be made whole

placing me in the flow of things, so I may be open and receptive to the now and the greater yet to be

holding me so I may learn, heal and grow

allowing me to dance in the flow…fluid, guided and lifted

to be…

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Look up…

For oh so many years I’ve looked to the earth for my sacred souvenirs in the form of heart shaped rocks. Lately, however, I’ve been finding my touchstones in the form of heart shaped clouds. What rich symbolism… while happiness is fleeting, joy is the stable manifestation of deliberate, sacred, daily spiritual practice(s). May our joyous hearts soar.
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Authenticity while re-rooting

20180319_095229Time moves quickly these days!  The amount of ‘shedding that which no longer serves’ coupled with the amount of opportunities to show up differently…has made it difficult to feel rooted.  Roots need time to run deeply and after all the shedding and planting anew, we can be left feeling vulnerable with these shallow roots.  To gather advice on how to work with this vulnerable state and continue to deepen our roots…rather than let fear lead us into defensiveness…I turned to the cards (Wisdom of the Hidden Realms by Colette Baron-Reid) to ask:

How may we continue to show up authentically, while in the midst of re-rooting ourselves?

THE ANCHOR:

#37, The Metal King…discipline, armor, boundaries

Now is a time to set clear boundaries.  A clearly set boundary, is a healthy alternative for all involved.  It replaces masks and walls that keep you isolated and separated, while maintaining a space where you can continue to unfold and expand safely.  This may also assist you in the necessary task of determining where you end and another/others begin. You can not control, nor are you responsible for others’ emotions.

THE STORY:

#31, The Prison Waif…self-sabotage, poverty consciousness

Part of your re-rooting process is to be mindful of your thoughts, as these are co-creating your reality.  This card suggests that you may be keeping yourself from your highest good by harboring such defeating thoughts/beliefs as the following:  “I can’t do this.” “I’m unworthy.” “I’ll fail, so why try?” “I don’t deserve this.” “I’m unlovable.”  Don’t let these slither back into the roots of who you are.  Call them out for what they are…lies based on fear…and reaffirm your chosen truths ie. nurture your new roots so they may run deep!

#28, The Ice Queen…ideas preserved, nonaction, entitlement

During this time of rerooting, we must settle in to nonaction in order to remain present with our developing selves. This pushes against our desire to define ourselves by the content of our schedules and/or let how busy we are define our value.  Our new roots shift us to define ourselves…internally…rather than allow the material world to define us…externally.  This places both the ability, as well as the responsibility, back on us to define ourselves, our worth and what we stand for…and we must be present to do so!  So, as The Ice Queen suggests, preserve your ideas for now as they will best serve at a later time…and be present and mindful to your own becoming.

#2, The High Lord of Gratitude and Service…selflessness, humility, conscious action

This card suggests that if you allow the story to unfold as suggested by the cards…you will be led to this…finding your true purpose.  Settling into presence and nonaction will lead to clarity and an awareness of what truly is, and what truly matters both individually as well as collectively.  Nurturing the ‘attitude of gratitude’ root will reinforce your foundation and keep you on an enlightened path guided by right thought and led to right action.  This is where you will serve your highest good.

We are all connected, there are no friends and no enemies, just teachers along the way…be grateful for what they have taught you <:

AFFIRMATION: from The Good Tarot, by Colette Baron-Reid

#11 Justice – Karma

“The law of cause and effect is in play now as I see elements in my life balance out.  What goes around comes around.  I’m now seeing evidence of this law in the conditions of my world.”

We are responsible for ourselves, for the benefit of ourselves, as well as the collective!

And so it is…

Love, ME

 

 

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